I Might Not Be A Loser After All
I Might Not Be A Loser After All
Elaine A.I would rather sing to my soul
Of the tragedy
That is me
Than sing to the crowd
And let them think
I am who I want to beI would rather get up
In the morning
Being ugly
Than spend the rest
Of my life
Believing I was prettyI would rather bore you
Of how life is
In all its simplicity
Than entertain you
With meaningless words
To let you think I was wittyI may have no talent
Not pretty
In any way
You may have everything
Everything
All in a dayBut I keep silent
With my passion
Something you’ve never seen
Perhaps I might emerge
The victor
And do exactly as I mean
I hate to think I’m just being jealous. I’m not. Am I?
Tuesday, April 24, 2007 at 9:50 pm
Who is this you are jealous of?
Wednesday, April 25, 2007 at 3:15 pm
Ah, just someone I know.
I’m not really a green-eyed monster. I actually am proud of her and her achievements. I just have issues. Hahah. 
Wednesday, April 25, 2007 at 7:57 pm
You see, you’re indeed jealous.
But don’t worry, “God is a jealous God!” our catechist teacher often told us. So you know you are not alone, hahah!
Jealousy won’t bring you any good nor to her/him. Perhaps you can consider him/her a “good rival,” where both of you race for the highest goal while helping each other push one another’s talents to the limits.
Sunday, October 28, 2007 at 6:44 am
You see vv ggg